Job Interview Tomorrow!!!!

This week ive applied for like over 50 jobs on seek!!! anyways today i was really started to get the shits cause i never hear anything back from them at all, not even a rejection letter or nothing!!! BUT then i got a phone call, was private number so i wasnt gonna answer it BUT i did and it was a guy asking me to go in for a job interview tomorrow :) YAY It would be an awesome job to, so im just hoping i can get it!!! the other exciting thing was that i realised all my nice pants are way to big for me :) so i went shopping and bought a nice new pair of dark gray dress pants, in a size 20!!!! YAY considering when i started ww in Feb in pants like that even a size 26 wouldnt fit me! I WAS SOO EXCITIED!!!

Its been raining here all day and i just hope it stopped tomorrow because i gotta the train into the city for my interview and i dont wanna turn up dripping wet looking like a dag!! thats a real good look huh!!!!

Been studying like crazy for exams!! Gotta do some more tomorrow before the interview, then Friday ill be heading up to mums for my lil brothers birthday and my exams up there on Monday and next Friday!! THEN i was hoping it would be holidays BUT noooooo i found out for my financial advising course i have an assignment due the 18th DEC!!!!!!!!!! i mean who has assignments due that close to christmas!! WHAT A LOAD OF SHIT!! its just never ending!!!

Tonight i gotta do some more study and organise myself for this interview!! im gettin really nervous actually :( :( :( :( usually i dont, but i really want this job! but then agian if i dont get it, its not the end of the world hehe i dont NEED it so thats always a good thing hehehe :)

Food has been goin good so far this week so im really hoping for a good loss this week! actually i NEED one this week after my HUGE gain last week hahaha

ARRRGGGHHHHH!!

I hate myself so much right now!! i had 3 great weeks, then i go away for a week and no shit put on 5.4kg in just over a week!! I MEAN WTF??? how is that possible!!!!! i feel like crying!!! :( :( :( :( :( i just wanna get under 120 badly but everytime i get close i fuck it up and go up like 10kg!!! :( :( ARRGGGGGHHHHHHH

I know i had a bad week but really 5.4kg is just crazy!!! Anyways im feeling like shit now but on the bright side im back on track today and am determined to stay on track until at least christmas!!! ive set myself a christmas and new years challenge! 199.9kg by christmas and 119 by new years day! So ill see how i go, its not gonna be easy, as im goin away again on friday for my lil brothers birthday and my exams etc! then with christmas comin up there is alot of celebrations goin on!!! BUT its not excuse for bad eating!!! so im gonna try my hardest!! its all i can do, gotta get serious because i know i can do it when i try!!

Anyways off to study for exams! i feel soooo FAT and YUKKY today :( :( :(

weigh in day :)

Today was weigh in and after my huge loss week and being ttom i wasnt expecting much so when i jumped on the scales and realised i had lost 2.5kg i was sooooo happy :) YAY 2.5kg :P now i really feel back on track, i really needed a good loss this week!!

Next week im goin away and altho i know food wont be a problem, i know alcohol will, im catching up with some friends, and i know we will be goin out drinking, and then its my mums birthday so drinking again :P but other then alcohol im gonna be really good :) only problem is when i have alcohol i never lose weight, even if its a tiny of alcohol :( but oh well thats ok :)

Cup day tomorrow, dont think we are doin anything, have to find out this afternoon when my bf gets home from work before i work out what im gonna do :) either way will be fun :)

Im cooking satay chicken tonight for dinner YUMMMY havnt tired this recipe before so ill see how it goes :) sounds great tho :)

a wonderful day!

Today was a wonderful day!! Well technically to start with it was pretty crap! but now im sittin here thinking what a lovely day(maybe thats because its over) hehehe. I spent all day doin my assignment actaully and i was gettin nowhere just couldnt do it, so in the end i got the shits and sent off anyways hahaha i know its wrong but hey at least its handed in now so i got nothing to worry about! and believe me it feels sooooooo god damn good to have it done! it was my last assignment for the year!!! I only have 2 exams left at the end of nov then HOLIDAYS YAY YAY YAY YAY

Anyways so the past few days ive been sittin here at the table slaving away at my assignment and it was really gettin to me, BUT then this afternoon my bf comes in from work with a huge bunch of the most beautiful flowers ive ever seen :) :) :) :) awwww hes such a sweetie!!!! ill post some pics, they are gorgeous! so bright and colourful! exactly what i needed to brighten my day :) im so lucky to have a wonderful bf hehehe

On the weight loss front, all is good still :) im very happy with myself actaully! obviously i havnt had time for my walks but my food intake has been great! and lots of water and yeah all is goin good :)

Me and my bf are off to see John Edward next week! im so excited its gonna be so good! then im off to Bathurst to visit my friends, then over to goulburn to see my mum for her birthday, then back to Melb to study for exams!! oooh its never ending!!! hehehe but i aint complaining i like keeping busy!!

Anyways umm i think thats all!!!! Im sooo bored now that my assignment is done, thats all ive been doin for days and days! but gotta love being bored sometimes!! see my beautiful flowers :)

Finally back on track!!

Ok so this week has been my best week in a long time!! i realised im abotu the same weigh now as i was in July :( what a waste of time!!! So ive got my butt back into gear!!! Had my first weigh today and lost 4.4kg this week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY for me! i was so excited!!!

Anyways now i have an assignment thats due tonight :( and is no where near finished :( im gonna be up all night doin it and its still gonna be late!! but good thing is its my last assignment for the year!! only 2 exams, then im free(well for a few months) YAY love uni holidays, 3 months holidays!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY

Anyways just wanted to write a quick post saying i had the best week and how happy i am :) gotta get back to this bloody assignment :( BOOOOOOOOO

RAID goin well :)

Ok so yesterday was day 1 of the RAID i started on the ww board and i had a perfect day :) YAY for me!!! Im hoping today is as good!

So far so good anyways i had strawberries and vanilla yoghurt for breakfast and im gonna have a toasted multigrain bread roll with ham and cheese for lunch yummmmmmy :)

I got lots of uni work to do :( got 2 more assignments, then gotta get ready for exams! Anyways just wanted to let everyone know that gettin back on track is certainly goin well so far :) just gotta keep it up for the rest of the week, rest of the month and just keep on goin! i really wanna make it to my 30kg lost!!! i been stuck between 17 and 24kg lost for ages now so its times to do something about it!!!!!

Seans Birthday at Crown

Here i am :)

ok so ive been away for a few weeks, for the first week i was actaully away, and the rest ive just been WAY off track :( I havnt even weighed myself for like 3 weeks or something and i wasnt even game :( ive just been soooo bad! I jumped back on the ww site tonight and joined up for a RAID that im gonna be starting tomorrow because i need to get my big fat arse back into gear before i put on all this weight again and possibly more!! :(

I hope it gets me back on track cause i weighed myself today for the first time in ages and have put on ALOT, im back up to 129.6kg :( so from now on i mean business!! it has to be done!! Anyways Bathurst was fantastic :) shame holden lost tho :( BOOOOOOO but i had lots of fun :) It was my bfs birthday this weekend just gone, so i took him away to crown towers in the city, stayed in a very posh expensive room(700 a night) haha but was nice and well worth it :) we had a great time just realxing and doin nothing :) ill post some pics soon :)

So here to a great week of Raiding :P hehehe ill post each day to let u all know how i go!! Tomorrow is the new beginning i need :)

Lots of stuff

Ok so today was the first weigh ive had in 3 weeks!!! I put on 1.2kg since my last weigh in which was 2 weeks ago, but i also weighed myself on thursday and ive lost 2.5kg since thursday :) so im really happy about that!! im back on track and ready to keep goin!! this month is gonna be great(i hope) actually its gonna be hard because this week i have an exam on thursday, then im off to bathurst for the V8s :) will be hard to resist temptation then! then my friend is comin down for a few days and we will be doin lots of shopping and probably some drinking etc so ill try and be as good as i can be!! Then middle of the month is my bfs birthday, i wanna plan something nice, like go away or something, but it depends if he has to work or not! BUT im determined to try my hardest and not let all these things get in the way :) Oh plus i have millions of assignments due this month :( its hard to study and not munch hehehe so ill see how i go :P These all sound like excuses to slip up a bit BUT not this time, im determined to prove i can do it even with all these lil distractions in the way!!

Im so excitied about goin away to the V8s this weekend, only problem is i cant enjoy my excitiment cause i have to worry about studying for my exam :( its stressing me out hehe! then once i get back i have 2 HUGE assignments to do but my friend is gonna be visiting :( thats stressing me out to!!! oh well ill get thru it hehehe :)

Anyways best go back to study and probably go do the washing up :P need something to do in my study breaks hahaha

Holiday Pics

hey everyone(if anyone is still reading heheh)

Ok im back from holidays(again) and once again i stuffed up my diet ARRRRGGHHH the past 2 nearlly 3 weeks ive just been eating crap and more crap :( I think im back on track today, tracking everything, and im hoping i can stay on track i just need to get these stupid scales moving in the right direction(downwards)!!!!!!

Next Thursday i have an exam in the city and i have to spend lots of time studying for it!! then im off to Bathurst for the V8s YAY :) cant wait!!! Me and my mum are gonna go for the weekend, then a friend of mine is gonna come back to melb with me :) so lots of shopping hehe

Anyways my holiday was great(ill post sme pics) We heading up to Lakes entrance, then along the VIC/NSW coast up to edan, and merimbula and stayed a few nights in mollymook(its my fav places in the whole world) hehe we stayed in a lovely penthouse suite with the most gorgeous views over the beach, only like 10m from the beach to, right across the road :) was very nice. Then we heading to my mums in goulburn and back down to albury for a night before heading back to melb :) was really fun.

Im starting to think i need to stop goin away so much because i just cant stick to my diet when im away, but then i thought no thats the problem, the problem is i need to learn how eat healthy when life gets in the way hehe i cant use holidays or visitors as an excuse for eating junk!! So from now on im gonna see how i go with everything life throws in my way hehe. Bathurst race weekend should be alright, as ill take my food to the track, i wont be drinking much alcohol, maybe a few drinks over the whole weekend :) And when my friend comes back down we can still enjoy healthy meals together and while we are out shopping i can make better choices! So lets see how i go :)

ARRRGGGHH uni work sux :(

Ok well i feel like this week is never ending! ive spent the whole week doin assignments :( Both were due yesterday and i finished one just in time and handed it in yesterday, and had to spend today doin the other one. I have just handed it in(a day late) :( but oh well better then nothing at least its done.

But thats just the beginning of it! we are goin away next week for a week cause my bf has annual leave and then once i get back i have to get straight back into the work and study for an exam i have on the 4th oct, which happens to be RACE WEEKEND!!! so straight after my exam i have to go up to bathurst for the races and also need to get my car registered while im there cause i havnt changed it over to VIC yet!! then once i get back i have 2 assignments both due on the 16th Oct and then another on 24th and another on the 26th :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( GOD DAMN! thats what i get for doin 2 fulltime courses at once hehehe

But im very proud of myself becaues altho ive been majorily stressed about these assignments and been spending hours and hours doin them i have still stuck to my weight watching hehe YAY me!!! But i checked and the scales havnt moved much, but i know that i dont usually lose weight in times of major stress hehehe so be it, just a part of life huh!

Ok well im off the browse the net and relax and watch some tv, oh such small things that ive missed all week(just havnt had time) hehehehe

YAY it worked :) heres the pics

Gold Coast :)

We had the best time at the gold coast, just wish i would have stayed longer hehehe. We timed it perfectly as we just missed all the bad weather they had up there! got the day after the beaches reopened and the weather was perfect the whole time we where there :)

The apartment we stayed in was lovely, on the 14th floor amazing views from the balcony and just across the road from the beach and only a few blocks from surfers paradise shopping :) We did lots of shopping, also went to harbour town to the factory outlets!

Oh while we were there we also went to see a Psychic, was VERY interesting hehe everything she told me was GREAT!! so i just hope shes right hehehe

ARRRGGGG im trying to put my gold coast pics on here but the stupid slide thing is being GAY! i just spent like over an hour uploading like 50 photos and now it wont work :( :( :( ill try again later, u might get to see some soon hehehe

back from holidays

Ok so im back from my holidays(which lasted 2 weeks) The wedding i went to wasnt so great, the dress made me look fat, ugly and pregnant(which i am not) it was truely the ugliest dress ive ever seen!!!! But i was goin soooo well, the first week away i ate really well! Breakfast was fruit or ceral or toast, sandwiches for lunch and just normal chicken/steak and vege for dinner! which i thought was great since i was eating out every single meal!! But then the second week i just crazy!! It was like my body turned into a fat guzzling monster!!! AARRRGGG. But anyways the point is im home now and back on track today, i went to weigh myself so i knew my new starting point BUT my scales wnt work!! they are broken!!! DAMN IT, now im gonna have to get new ones this afternoon, so im not gonna be to sure whether my weight gain will be from my eating or from the new scales! probably both hahahahah I weighed myself a few days ago and seems i have put on at least 5kg in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!! i just hope it comes off easily now im back home

GOODBYE fat clothes!!!

The past few days ive been goin thru my walk in wardrobe and trying on every single item of clothing i own hehehe. Im very pleased to say that i got rid of 4 huge garbage bags of clothes with are now to big for me :) clothes i was only wearing a few months ago!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY I still have way toooo many clothes, ill post a pic of my wardrobe and u will see what i mean hehehe oh and the pic is only the walk in robe, not the other 2 built ins i have full as well hahaha

Today i also got my hair done again :) i got it done basically the same as last time, same cut, same dark colour underneath, and still got red foils, the red is just slighty different, its a bit lighter not so dark, and a lil more orangy, ill post a pic, cant really see the colour but u get the idea hehehe

Ok so lots of pics for this post heheh :) im goin away on sunday for the wedding in grafton and then heading up the gold coast for a few days, will be away for 2 weeks, and when im away im hopeless with my weight watching!!! but ill see how i go!!! Ill take my scales with me cause i still got weigh in on Monday and ive had a good week so hoping for a decent loss :)

hmmm food!!

This week is goin well so far :) only been 2 days hehehe but its all been great!!!! Tonight i cooked a new recipe, i made the macaroni cheese from the symply to good too be true cookbook, i added some mixed vege and some shaved ham and it was YUMMMMY so nice and creamy and not overally cheesey :) All up was only 6.5 points and was def worth it!! Even my bf loved it!

I made an appointment to get my hair done, im gettin done on friday, i think im gonna get it the same as last time cause i really liked that, but maybe with some lighter streaks as well as the bright red :) Just want my hair to look nice for the wedding which is next weekend! Im leaving here on sunday and ill be away for about 2 weeks, sooo cant wait will be lots of fun. BUT hard on my weight watching hehe but these things happen.

Weigh in day!

Ok so today was weigh in day, and i wasnt expecting much because even tho i had been prefect all week the scales just werent moving all week!!!!!! But then this morning i jumped on the scales and i lost 1.7kg!!! :) :) :) :) YAY YAY YAY

This brings my loss so far to 22.3kg, so looks like im really back on track now! Altho on sunday im goin away for 2 weeks, firstly to grafton were im a bridesmaid at a wedding, then up to the gold coast for a lil holiday :) CANT WAIT, but when im away i can never stick to ww, ill see how i go, its not so much food but alcohol etc!

Anyways this week is just gonna be gettin ready to go away, gonna make an appointment to get my hair cut and coloured this week so it looks great for the wedding :) :) :)

Cooking!

I been trying out heaps of recipes lately :) I cooked up some jam muffins outta the symply to good too be true cookbook(originally to take to the melb meet up for everyone to try) But since i was unable to go today since my bf is sick, looks like ill have to eat them all myself heheh THATS BAD!!!! Altho they are only 2 points each, and farily nice :) hmmm i tried one today, a lil bland but with a big drop of jam in the middle it really adds to to the taste.

Last night i also cooked crumbed cutlets(at about 10.30 mind u) as i was starving when i got home from the hospital(we were there from like 3pm till 10! cause my bf was sick :( ). They were so quick and easy and yummmmy! i just used the recipe also in the symply to good too be true books, pretty simple just frenched lamb cutlets, dripped in egg and milk and crumbed with bread crumbs YUMMMMM! and only 3 points for 3 cutlets. I also tried the ww parmesan mashed potato recipe but YUK YUK YUK YUK!! it has buttermilk in it and YUK YUK it tastes like off milk!! i didnt mind so much cause i had gravy on mine :)

Not sure whats on the menu for tonight, but im stuck at home looking at my bf so ill cook up something yummy. Hopefully he gets better soon i hate seeing him sick :(

The first photo is my crumbed cutlets with parmesan mashed potato and gravy and the second photo is my jam muffins :) Anyways off to work out something for dinner and check up on my bf.

NEW STUFF :)

OOOH how exciting today, was really exciting hehe My bf got his new car today, ill post a pic, its very pretty, love the colour and it has a funky automatic sunroof etc :) its actually a cutom designed holden so has a few things that the normal SV6s dont have, eg the sunroof hehe.

We also got our new dining set and bar delievered today :) the bar wouldnt fit thru the door so we actually had to take the front door off!!!! was a huge hassle but its all in now :) looks sooo good, i love having a huge dining room table :)

Anyways been busy today, took me about 2 hours to get the bloody plastic off the chairs!!! was so hot and sweaty afterwards so must have been a good workout hehe Just trying to decide what to have for dinner, cooked my bf sausages and chips! Sausages are BAD so i cant have them hehehe!!! ill find something :) heheh

WOW im feeling really motivated!!

Ok so its 1am and all night i have been goin thru ww recipes on the ww website and picking out ones id like to try and printing them off!!! I have been doin this for hours now!! I printed out over 50 recipes, which is great for me cause im really fussy and usually i dont like most of the recipes!!!

So im gonna put them all in a folder and then try a few each week :) Once we get our new dining set and bar i can have dinner parties to heheh hmm altho i got no friends here!! ooh that sounds bad when u say it like that!! I mean i dont know anyone here yet hehehe ill have a dinner party by myself, make up heaps of point friendly recipes and taste test them :) oooh that sounds like fun hehe Ok so its late and im probably rambling but i still think its good idea!!!!

Today i was good!! which is another big for me cause the last few weeks ive been slack as at the start of the week, but NO MORE!!!!! im gonna treat everyday like its the day before weigh in! NO MORE thinking well ive got a few days to make it up etc :) YAY

Heres to the next 20kg :)

Weigh in day!!!

Ok so had weigh in today and im glad to report i lost 1.5kg, taking me back to 20kg lost!! well 20.6kg!!!!! YAY i think im finally back on track and looking forward to this week already hehehe

Oh Harvery Norman called today and said my new dining set and new bar are in already!!! its only been 2 weeks(if that) and they told me it would take 6 to 8 weeks! HOW GOOD IS THAT!!! they are gonna delivery it on Wednesday so ive gotta clean out the dining room ready for it all :) im really excited!!!!

I dont really have much else to report, trying to decide what to cook for dinner, but dunno what i feel like!! hehe ill think of something im sure, I might go have a look in the pantry and freezer and see what the options are hehe :)

Gettin there :)

Ok so the past 2 months or so ive been a up and down with the whole ww thing! and lately at the start of the week i just seem to be slack, then by wednesday get back on track, hence having small losses :( I really have to stop doin this, i really would like to lose some more weight by 25th August when im bridesmaid at a wedding and we are goin away for a few days to the gold coast!

I still cant believe that a few weeks ago i was down to 123.7kg, which means if i stayed on track id be at about 120kg by now BUT nooooooooooo im at 125.7kg!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!! Anyways i have realised what im doin and im really determined to make it all better and get to under 120kg :)

Ive stayed within points this week(besdies monday) :( but it was down to one bad day, not 2 or 3, so thats a start hehehehe

Birthday :) YAY

ok Sunday was my birthday and i was thinking it was gonna be pretty average since im now living in melb and dont know anyone but my bf! But i had the bestest birthday EVER. My bf surprised me and at midnight saturday night took me for a drive, and we stayed at a hotel, he even packed a bag for me that he already had at the hotel and the hotel room was full of presents :) We spent 2 nights at the hotel, and on sunday we went out for a nice breakfast and spent the day shopping, then had a really nice dinner :) My bf also took monday off work so we could spend sometime together :) was FANTASTIC

Anyways over my birthday i went off track a bit. Ive been doin it alot lately :( so really gotta try and get back into it 100% i know i can do it so i really have to!!!!! But im on track today and i plan to stay on track until 25th august(wedding im bridesmaid at) I really wanna lose a bit more weight by the wedding :) Then we are heading up the gold coast to visit a friend of my mums, she lives on a boat so we will be staying on boat :) YAY how exciting heheh

Anyways i gotta get goin and do the dishes and uni work :( BOOOOOOOOOO

Footy & Casino :)

Ok so im still on track and desperately wanting to get back down to 123 like i was 3 weeks ago!!!!! Heres hoping for a good week :)

My lil brother came down on sunday night, and he took me to the storm vs knights game on monday night for my birthday :) First ever footy game and hmm Knights lost(hmm noooo got smashed)44 to 0 :( :( :( :( :( :( DAMN IT oh well it was lots of fun anways!!! Afterwards we heading back to crown had a nice dinner some cocktails and my brother did some gambling!! Well i did a lil to but im not big on gambling so i didnt do much! But i had so much fun :) Was really great :)

Its nearlly my birthday :) only 5 more days, sooo cant wait heheh im like a lil kid!!! Anyways just wanted to post a quick update im off to drink lots of water :)

I hate hayfever!!!!

oh man i feel like crap!!!! last night i couldnt sleep at all cause i had a terrible headache, and today i cant stop sneazing and my nose is running and still got the worst headache!!!! I went up to the chemist and got some hayfever medicine, and pain killers and hayfever tablets hhahaha so hopefully something works :)

But bedies that ive had a lazy day cause i felt like crap and spent alot of the day in bed!!! but im still on track and eatting great :) so thats the main thing hehehe

Im just about to have dessert! YUMMMMY im gonna have chopped up banana with fresh passionfruit :)

Im back!!!

ok so im back home, have been for about a week now, but had a friend here till yesterday so today has been the first real day with everything back to normal!!! i expected the past 2 weeks to be bad, as i was away and then had my friend visiting but OMG they were terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not only did i eat soo much food but i ate all bad crap stuff :( :( :( kinda really disappointed in myself, but oh well it happens huh. Today has been my first day back on track, and im feeling good, had a yummy healthy lunch and great dinner, and nothing but water! :) Also went for a walk along the beach. So even tho im disappointed in myself im back on track today so im really happy about that!!!! :)

I had a great time away was great to catch up with everyone etc, my exams where pretty average tho :( havnt got the results yet, gotta wait till 19th July for that. Hopefully they will be ok!!!! got another exam on the 24th July :( i HATE exams!!!!

Oh while my friend was visiting we went shopping and i bought soo much stuff hahaha the best was i bought a gorgeous formal cocktail kinda dress, i was so exciting as i can never usually get these types of dresses to fit me and i didnt even have to get the biggest size!!! i got a size 20, but i tried on the 22 and 24 and they both were to big :) YAY ill have to attach a photo of it once i take one. Its all nice a sparkly!! I also bought 3 new pair of shoes hehe all black, strappy heels :) once again i cant usually buy shoes like these!!!! 2 of them have sparkles on them and are really nice :) Not only that but i bought lots of new tops, some new fantastic face cream and exfoilator(they were expensive 160 for both) but really great!!! oh and 2 new perfumes and lots of new candles from dusk hahaha theni went and bought some new underwear and some strapless bras!!! never had them before either haha! I got some of those shapewear underwear that suck in all ur wobbly bits haha they are fantastic, and yet surprisinly comfortable! Makes my new cocktail dress look alot nicer to :)

I think thats about all thats happening here. Just gotta make sure i stay on track from now on!!! got a wedding in august were i am bridsemaid and would love to lose a bit more before that! :)

Bathurst Visit

My Little Nephew James

20KG!!!

ok so this post is a bit delayed haha but i made my 20kg loss last week :) YAY for me.... Had my exams, and spent about a week back home in Goulburn, stayed at mums and went and see my nephew :) ill post some photos later of him and some photos of my time in bathurst with my friends :)

Weigh in is ment to be tomorrow, but this week has been soo bad hahaha, ive just been goin out to dinner/lunch etc alot to catch up with friends and drinking alot with friends!!! but thats ok i planned for this week to be bad, gotta enjoy my time with my friends while i can since i dont get to see them to much now!!!

We went and saw transformers last night :) it was sooooo good, i loved it, i wanna go see it again hehehe

Anyways lots to write but its late and im tired, so ill have to write again later! im goin home wednesday but my friend is comin back with me for a visit so will still be busy busy busy busy!!!

Goin Away

Tomorrow im leaving for Goulburn for my exams, long drive!! But its ok gonna see my mum, brother and lil nephew while im there. Takes about 8 hours to get there. First exam is on Monday morning, and second one is on Thursday morning, after that im off to Bathurst :) I booked my apartment today! its very flash! pretty expensive, but i thought stuff it may as well enjoy myself and im gonna use that as my 20kg reward :) which im sooo hoping i make on Monday!!!

Anyways so i wont be home for nearlly 2 weeks! its gonna make the whole weight loss thing hard but im sure i can handle it, it shuld be fine while im at mums, but once im in bathurst with my friends etc, i know there will be lots of drinking etc, but ill do my best to stay on track!

So busy today packing, cleaning up, washing, and of course studying!!!!!!! more study tonight :( :( :( :( god i hate studying hahah, Just hope i hope enough to pass these exams, they are worth 70% of final mark and u have to pass the exam to pass the subject!

Ok off to study now and get something for dinner :) ill still have my laptop while im away, so i should still be able to post sometimes, otherwise u will hear all about it when i get back :)

Fantastic Pasta!!!!

OMG tonight i was stuck for dinner ideas but we settled for pasta, so i flicked thru the symply too good to be true cookbooks in search of something that looked yummmm. Came across Penne pasta with creamy bacon sauce. Decided to make this and OMG YUMMMMOOOO tasted better then at the ones we get from the resturant!!! If u got these cook books u sooo gotta try it. Everyone else i know whos tired it also loves it! Feels soo good to have nice creamy pasta because the ones u get out are at least 15 points! a big no no!!!! hahahahaha

Got some study done today but probably not as much as id like cause my bf was from work sick! but hes back to work tomorrow so im sure i can get more done then and maybe some tonight :)

Thankx for all the lovely comments guys :) its always such a nice feeling to get comments on my blog, so thankx!

YAY YAY YAY!!!

Ok so as u know weigh in was today, and i was expected maybe 1kg, after my 2.8kg loss last week but nope jumped on the scales and 2.4kg GONE :) i even jumped on the other scales to make sure it was right and yep both scales exactly the same amount!!! Im sooo happy, Now i really know im back on track!!!!!

This brings my total loss to 19.8kg!!! only 200g till 20kg loss :) :) :) soo happy about that to, sooo close i can feel it!!! 20kg loss is my first BIG goal so its such a great feeling to be nearlly there!! Should make it this week but u never know! anything can happen. Ive got alot of study to do so hoping that doesnt interfer with my eating, then on Sat im off up to Goulburn to see family and for my exams! my first exam is monday morning, and ill be at mums so ill have to take my scales and weigh myself up there :P then next exam is thursday! after that im off to Bathurst to see my friends for a few days :) this could be bad bad bad for my weight loss, i know there will be lots of drinking!!!! Then my bestest friend is comin back down to melb with me to visit for a week or so, so that will be hard on the weight loss to hahaha. Ill then drive her all the way back to bathurst before the 15th and come back just in time for my brother to visit so we can go to the NRL game in Melb, storm vs knights, hes team vs my team hahah. Then once he goes its my birthday :) ooooh and then 2 days after my birthday i have another exam, so i gotta fit in study somewhere as well!!!!!! OOOH GOD thats like a month from now and i have everyday planned basically hahahaha sooo busy!!!!! See how i go anyways heheh

Anyways im sooo happy today :) back to the study tho!! nothing can ruin my mood today hehe :) :) HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

My poor bf is home sick tho :( poor bubby, so looking after him to. Hope he gets better soon, hate seeing him sick

AARRRRGGG study sux!!

Ive been nothing but study study study study and im sick of it already and i still got nearlly 2 weeks of it! have a break for a few days then another 2 weeks of it AAARRRRGGG im goin crazy hahaha

Anyways the good news is this week has been great foodwise :) ive been eatin all good food and staying within my points, ive only been drinking water and 1 glass of OJ a day, no diet coke, coke zero, pepsi max etc :) YAY

Tonight i made this kinda quiche with a base of breadcrumbs it was yummmy, only 4.5 points a slice and i had it with some healthy choice oven chips and gravy so only 7.5 points all up :) my bf loved it to, which is good cause he will eat the rest and i wont have to be tempted by it heheheh!

Weigh in is only 1 day away really, i cant wait till monday cause i really wanna see how this week went, i went great last week but i really need 2 good weeks to know if im really back on track! so heres hoping for something good. My goal for the end of the month is 124.9kg, if i can make it to 124.8 that will be 20KG GONE!!! ooooh wow i hope i can do that by the end of the month, i should have done it last month but with all my stuffing around all i can hope for is this month :) See how i go hehehe can only try huh

oooh i got some jarrah hot choc yesterday and had some last night and yummmmm, i only made it on water didnt even need milk and it was great!! really thought id need milk but nope :) im gonna have another one tonight later, its soo good especially when its this cold :) hehe

soooo cold!!!

My god its cold here today, its actually really icy :( its so tho im in front of the lil fan heater and got our central heating on :) hehehe It just makes me sooo unmotivated when its cold like this hehehe.

I got my assignments all done :) YAY now got about a week to study for exams!! Oh god i hate exams :( But the good thing is im goin back to goulburn for exams so ill get to see my mum, my brother and my lil nephew James :) and then after exams im gonna go over to bathurst to see my friends :) YAY gonna stay there a few days and catch up with everyone. Miss them all sooooo much so its gonna be sooooo good, im really excitied, just gotta get the stupid exams outta the way first!!! then once thats done i got 2 more exams in july :( only 2 days after my birthday BOOOOOOO! they are gonna be HARD, by then uni will be back so more assignments!!!! just great!!! oh well has to be done hehehe.

I been eating sooo well this week, very proud of myself :) weigh in is monday so i gotta keep it up till then. I always find weekends the hardest and while im studying its so hard to not munch on everything in site! BUT i will do it!!! i will, i will, i will :) heheh

I just started some digital scrapbooking with the help of some of the girls on CK website :) its soo much fun and makes photos look fantastic! i can waste hours and hours doin that :P hehehe not that its wasted but time just flies away while ur doin it :P

Weigh in day :)

Ok well today i weighed in and lost 2.8kg :) YAY very happy about that, means im finally gettin back on track, after wasting a few weeks!! im back up to 17.4kg in total in 18 weeks, so i cant complain about that. I guess we all have our ups and downs, and well since i had a very bad down then im hoping for a very good up hahahaha :)

Normally on weigh in day i have something naughty as a kinda reward but i found that i dont need to do this anymore. My bf had hungry jacks and so i just had a grilled chicken burger, only 5.5 points so im happy i stayed away from bad foods even with all the temptation hehehe.

Its kinda cold here today and im ment to be doin an assignment thats due tomrorow. I aint done much of it oooops! im sure ill get it done tho ive got till midnight tomorrow night so im good i think hahaha. I dunno what ill be having for dinner tonight but i know it will def be within points, the last few weeks ive been up and down and up and down and up and down, so i REALLY need to be on track for 2 weeks to show im really back into it properly! i hate goin up and down it just defeats the purpose i think :)

Anyways im goin to try and get this assignment done and find something for a snack, once again im avoiding temptation, my bf is having chocolate, it looks sooo yummmmmmy but nope no chocolate for me :) im very proud of myself! Lets just hope this lasts!

Still on track :) YAY me

Today has been good :) i had Oj for breaky again (2 points) for lunch i had 97% fat free frozen lasagna(5 points) Snacks i had 1 crumpet with butter and vegemite(1.5 points), aero choc mousse(1 point) and for dinner i had chicken and cheese snitzel(7.5 points), mash potato and gravy(3 points) and vegies(1 point) which brings me to 21points :) YAY thats the closest ive been to my points in ages, ment to have 25 :)

Last night i joined the calorie king website as well, and apparently im ment to have 2000 calories a day, ill have to check out how many i have been having. But that site is great when u join they give u meal plans and everything :) i like that idea, and just like the ww boards the people on the forums seem very very very nice :)

OOOOOH we got a wine fridge today, its very sexy, holds 40 bottles of wine, its nice and silver, has a glass door on the front, looks really good :)

Oh god i feel sooooo full, i aint felt this full in ages, obviously i should be eatin more so ill see how it goes :) Only 2 days till weigh in, lets hope that goes good. I might goin to the AFL on sunday! weird for me, im from NSW and a total NRL fan, never even watched a whole game of AFL but my bf got tickets from work so why not hahah could be fun

HOW COOL!!

i copied Claires idea to put this on my blog i think its soo cool, thankx for the idea Claire :) Anyways i thought it was just some weird random thing BUT i tried two different photos and acutally got a few of the same people. Just something cool to play with :) hehehe kept me entertained for awhile anyways :) hehehehe

Im still being good tonight, since i last wrote ive only drank water and i had a snack, 2 crumpets with vegemite :) all still in points YAY for me. Drinking sooo much water to!!!!!!!! Anyways im goin back to play with this photo thingy hehe :)

My Celeb look alikes

Yet another day on track :)

WOOOOOHHOOOOOO another day gone and i have managed to stay on track :) YAY for me! pretty exciting i think :) hmmm had Oj for breakfast again today, and a ham and cheese breadroll for lunch, and for dinner i had a roast pork roll with gravy :) not the best dinner but were out doin shopping and it was the best thing i could think of hehe, still well within points, i still got hmm heaps of points left! Im soooo PISSED OFF at the ww points tracker it seriously wont save anything i put into, or it saves bits and pieces and then forgets it or something, or i put in my food and it still says i got my full points!!! I mean WTF??? it just shits me because i use the points tracker every single day!!! its the only reason i still pay for online and if it aint gonna work or i cant get it to work properly then whats the point!!!!! Ive been using it for 4 months and never had a problem before so i just dont get it :( :( :( :( : (:( :(

We went shopping tonight and bought a wine cooler fridge :) its very sexy looking and will look fantastic in the kitchen :) nice glass door at the front and space for me to store 40 bottles of my fav wine :) YAY

My bf is dying hes hair tonight, he has purple stuff everywhere :P very sexy hahaha i took a photo of him covered in purple hair dye was gonna put it on here but i better not hahaha he would kill me, even tho he doesnt know this blog exists but still i wouldnt do that heheheh

OOOH weigh in is only 3 days away, god i hope i can keep on track, i know once i can get a good week i shld be able to keep goin :) ive gotta be bridesmaid at a wedding in August so i really need to lose more weight by then!! BUT the dress is GROSS!!! it looks like something i would wear to a fancy dress party, dressed as a pixie!!!! GREAT, i try and lose all this weight by then and yet im still gonna look horrible hahahahahahaha just my luck

Hmm i have written more then enough to bore everyone to death so i should get goin, gotta go help my bf get all the purple dye off his skin :P Oh and do uni work :( got an assignment due next week FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!

Ohhh no i just remembered this weekend is the long weekend! we usually do things on the long weekend which always ends with me eating lots and drinking lots!! DAMN IT now im gonna have to be even stronger for the next 3 days!!!! oh well i know i can do it, its now or never!!!

Another day on track :)

Ok sooooooo today has been another good day :) YAY for me, ok so i know its only 3 days but hey this is pretty big for me at the moment hehe. Although i didnt have breakfast today, thats something i know i gotta start doin and im trying!!! :) For lunch i had a ham and cheese bread roll(4.5 points) and for dinner im having roast pork and roasted potatoes with gravy(10 points) and something yummy for dessert hmmm probably turkish delight ice cream(1.5 points) cause i bought some today since we ran out hehehe.

I did walking again today :) so thats another good thing. Didnt really get up to much today, i went and done the shopping etc that took forever was soooooo busy!!!! and then came home and starting cooking my roast YUMMMM my whole house smells like roast pork its great hehe! OOOOOh im making myself hungry just thinking about it, should be ready soon, about 30 mins or less :)

I been drinking water like crazy hehehe, and only had a small glass of coke zero today so theres another good thing :) WOW im being really good hehe hopefully i can keep this up, just really wanna get to that 20kg, i was so close before my stuff up, got to 18.4kg. But thats ok everything has its ups and downs so ill get there soon enough :)

Ok Todays Update

ok so im back to update my food eaten for today :) Like i said i had OJ for breakfast(2points), lunch i had vegemite and cheese toasted sandwich(4 points), then for dinner i have diet coke chicken with rice(6 points) dessert i had fruit salad and custard again YUMMM(1.5 points). This only brings me to 13.5 points for the day!!!!! DAMN IT. I had also planned my late night snack as a chicken noodle cup of soup, but thats only 0.5points! making 14 points! Im ment to have 25! SO i think ill have to have something a bit more for my snack tonight and see how that goes :)

Anyways thats all, since im writing so much lately im running outta things to write hehehe.

Gettin there :)

Ok so yesterday was first day back on track and was really good, im quite impressed with myself hehehe. I had umm orange juice for breakfast(imnot a breakfast person so this was good for me :P) 2 points.Then i had noodles for lunch with a piece of bread and butter(6 points). Dinner i had bacon and eggs on toast(7 points) and ww fruit salad and ww custard for dessert (1.5 points) and midnight snack(as im always up very late hehehe) vegemite sandwich (4 points) total 21.5 points! im ment to have 25 points but thast close enough for me, i just often cant eat them all :( Plus of course about 2.5L water :) no soft drink, so im pretty happy with my day yesterday :)

Today is goin good, had orange juice for breakfast again(2 points), lunch i have not had yet :P but im gonna cook diet coke chicken for dinner tonight with probably rice :) i was thinking i should have vege but rice sounds so much better. Ill ya know how the rest of my day goes later :) see if i can stay in points again :) i either cant eat all my points or i eat to many! i just go from exterme to the other!!!! AARRGGGG its frustrating!!!

Oh i did walkin on the treadmill yesterday for 30 mins :) so im pretty happy with that to.

Oh i got a new laptop, mine was stuffed, was soo slow and crap, and i been looking for one but couldnt find one i liked, then last week my bf comes home from work and says oh i bought u a present today and gives me a brand new laptop :) :) :) :) YAY me im sooo lucky, hes wonderful.

I also got a uni assignment back today, it was really hard and i was convinced most of it was wrong but guess what??? i got 81% YAY for me again, thats a distinction so really happy with that. My best friend helped me out she is great :) shes in Bathurst and has perviously done the subject and has the text so she asked me what questions i had to do and she done some of them for me cause i had 4 assignments at once :) once again im so very lucky to have such great people in my life :)

Ok WOW ive written heaps today! im gonna go grab something for lunch and get my chicken out for tonight :) YUMM i aint tried the diet coke chicken before so should be interesting. Will post later. Oh ill be posting heaps in the next few days just really need to keep myself motivated and i find posting on here really helps :)

Thankx for all the lovely comments guys, both left on my blog and on the ww boards :) makes me feel special hehehe

Think im back!!!

Ok so the the past 2 weeks i have gone way off track :( not only did not even bother to weigh myself last week, but ive been eating crap, lots of crap!!!! i dunno what happened it was like i didnt even care!!! So now im back and hoping i can back into it all! i weighed myself this morning, and have put on 3.7kg in the past 2 weeks :( but now i have a starting point, i gotta try and fix this. This week i hope goes well, i wasted a whole month basically as what i am now is what i was at the start of May :( but thats ok im not in any hurry to get there, as long as i get there heheh

Anyways im off to have some HEALTHY lunch and ill keep ya up to date on how this week is goin. Gonna post everyday just to keep myself motivated. Ater lunch im goin for a walk :) GOODLUCK to me this week im gonna need it!!!!!!

Doin Happy Dance :)

YAY YAY YAY YAY im sooo happy!!! I had weigh in today and was hoping for something good but i lost 3.2kg!! OMG im sooo excited, i thought i might get 1kg or so, but 3.2kgWOW, i have lost my gain from last week(2.1) so am now very much back on track and more determined then ever :)

This ill have to be super good, cause after a loss that big, next week i wont be expecting much, but i wanna make sure i know that i did everything right :)

Weigh in tomorrow!

Ok so tomorrow is weigh in and im really excitied but kinda nervous to. I really wanna lose all that i put on last week(2.1kg) but thats alot, so im hoping for about 1kg or so :) would be very happy with that :)

I have been really good with food and exercise this week, besdies one bad day! but thats all in the past now, and ill see how it goes tomorrow :)

Ohhhh i got flowers AGAIN :) my bf bought me home these gorgeous flowers on saturday on his way home from work,they are soo lovely. He is wonderful :) Ill up date tomorrow with my results from weigh in of course hehehe

FINALLY!

Ok so after my bad bad week last week i finally feel like im back on track! I had one bad day this week but that was early in the week so shouldnt affect weigh in to much i hope :) but since then everyday has been perfect :) YAY. Been tracking really well,every lil thing that goes into my mouth i track, been exercising and am now feeling better about myself and more confident with the fact that i know i can do this!!!!

I made homemade lasagna last night from the symply to good to be true cookbook, it was great!!! only 5.5 points per slice, served it with some healthy choice oven chips, 8 points all up :) YUMMMO the lasagna was fantastic, better then the ones at the restaurants :) theres lots left over, so may try and freeze it cause i dont wanna eat to much hehehe, i know only 5.5 points a slice but still!!! Its way to good to waste heheh.

Its 2pm and i still havnt had lunch ooops, dont worry im def having lunch, skipping meals aint a good idea! will just mean a later dinner, which is fine cause ill be up very late doin uni assignments tonight! I have 4 due within the next 2 weeks, then exams :( OOOH GOD ITS KILLING ME. I had an exam on Tuesday, it wasnt terrible but wasnt great either, there was just way to many questions for the time period allowed, a bit more time would have been great but oh well!

Ok so weigh in is Monday, still got a few days :) but im feeling confident with a decent loss! Hoping for about half of what i put on, so about 1kg. I mean would be great to lose it all, 2.1kg but that may be pushing it a bit,but then again u never know! I been working my arse off with exercise this week so maybe that will help me :)

Anyways i best go find something for lunch, not really hungry so just something light i think. Thought i might have bacon and eggs for dinner tonight :) YUMMMMMM ww bacon, 2 fried eggs and some taost :) comes to about6.5points which is even better cause it feels soooo naughty. As for lunch i got no idea what im gonna have,ill go have look.Ill keep ya posted as to what happens weigh in day. Im actually really excited hehehehe

HARD week!

Ok so this week has been really hard, probably the hardest EVER! i dunno if its just cause last week i ate so much stuff but this week im just always hungry! Monday was good, i stuck to my points exercised etc, happy with that, BUT tuesday OMG i was soo hungry and i just didnt care what i ate, i just kept eatin and eatin and eatin!!! OK so now today what i did yesterday really got me down :( but today has been good! I have stayed under points and exercised etc, was feeling crappy today but not feeling to bad now. Hopefully i can get back into it properly!! This week has just been soooo up and down, good day, bad day, good day!!! AAARGGGGHHH i need the rest of the week to be perfect otherwise im goin to put on weight again!! Dont think i can handle 2 gains in a row!!!! Anyways so im feeling ok now, just hope i can get back my motivation and get back into this, god knows ive got along way to go!!!

2.1KG GAIN :( :( :(

Oh god i knew this week had been bad but 2.1kg!!!!! thats sooooo bad, i mean i was expecting it but really hoping it wouldnt happen hehehe. Oh well its done now, and all i can do is try and reverse it hehehe.

Today is a new week and hoping to lose the 2.1kg this week or at least some of it heheh. THat will teach me for not really caring!!!! This week im gonna be perfect in everyway possible!! hopefully that will help, i really wanna get to that 20kg and my GWEM but that doesnt look to good at the moment hahaha oh well can only try my best :)

Hoping for a good week next week so i know im back on track properly!

Back on Track!!!!

OK well after my terrible week this week! im glad to say today im back on track, have weigh in tomorrow morning and im thinking im goin to put on at least 2kg but thats ok, just means i gotta work harder this comin week :) So this week im gonna do the following:

1.Track perfectly every single day!

2.Drink more then 2L water a day

3.NO sugary foods

4.NO pepsi max or coke zero

5.At least 30 mins exercise every single day!

6.Eat 5 serves of vegetables

Ok so i figured if i can do this i should be able to move the weight in put on this week and ill be totally back into it :) ill let ya know how much i put on tomorrow hahah OOOOOPPPPSSSS oh well gotta enjoy urself every now and then i say! But next time ill know what NOT to do! Just hate the feeling off goin backwards but i think it makes me more determined to lose weight and make sure that these situations dont happen to often! The way i put it, its only one week in a very long journey so as long as i dont let it get me down then its onwards and upwards from here on in! :) :) :)

What a BAD BAD BAD week foodwise!!!

Im feeling so bad,i had a friend visit for the week(monday to Friday) which was great for me cause ive recently moved and dont know anyone here yet. Anyways since i knew we would be goin out etc i decided not to worry to much about food this week. Only problem is all we did was eat! we would go out for lunch, go out for dinner, have snacks, way to many cocktails & alcohol, way to much food in general! Anyways i know this happens, but i promised myself as soon as she left id get straight back into it! BUT NOOOO she left yesterday around lunch time, and what did i do??? hmm i had pizza and chips and alcohol for dinner last night, and maccas for lunch today!!!!!!!!!! i dunno why and thats why i feel so bad! I have been doin really good until now and just need to get back into it asap!! Weight in is on Monday oooh god im gonna put on sooo much weight! seems like so much hard work wasted :( :( :( anyways just wanted to share how disappointed i am with myself!! was great to see my friend but wish i handled the situation differently :( Anyways i guess thats all done with and all i can do about it now is get back on track and work hard at losing the weight!!! Besides the food issues i had a great week :) We went into the city shopping, went to gold class movies, went on the ferriswheel, had lots of cocktails, and went out clubbing as well, was really fantastic! There are some pics from the week with me & Diana hope u enjoy :) Oh we also saw a great band on Wednesday night at a nightclub in Crown, they were fantastic, did all covers of lots of stuff and everything they did sounded so much like the orginal :)

This weeks weigh in

ok well just a quick entry :) i lost another 1.1kgthis week YAY, this takesme to 17.2kg in 13 weeks, which im very happy about. Justhope this week goes ok with Diana visiting. Anyways ill be back probably Friday so hope everyone has a great week :)

This coming week

ok so tomorrow i have to pick up a friend from the airport, she is coming down to Melb to visit from Bathurst for 5 days(goin home friday). So i guess i wont be around much for the next 5 days. She(oh her name is Diana) hasnt been to melb before and ive only been here for 6 months so she hasnt been to my house either so we will be out and about alot checking things out heheh.

Oh god i hope this doesnt stuff up my week foodwise!!! Should be ok while we are at home, as she said she wont have alot of money and doesnt mind eatin what i eat cause she is also trying to lose weight :) but im just worried about when we are out etc, i mean for the next 5 days ill probably have to eat lunch out!! I know how to make good choices now but still it just worries me! But oh well these things happen, im not gonna worry to much, cause it will be great to catch up and just hang out etc so im just gonna enjoy it :)

My weigh in day is tomorrow, so ill quickly pop in tomorrow before gettin Diana from the airport to let ya's know how it goes :) im not to sure about this week, its a bit offish!!! haha, today was the worst, my bfs dad took us out to lunch at La Porchetta, i had 2 slices of cheese pizza, and veal scallopine with chips!!! altho i didnt eat much of the meal, maybe a 1/4 if that as i was just really full. Was actually proud of myself cause i knew when to stop eating! normally i would have just kept eating it till it was nearlly all gone hehe so i guess thats one good thing i got out of it hehe.

Anyways wish me goodluck for tomorrow, im really hoping for 1kg, as 1kg has been my smallest loss so far and id like to keep it that way for as long as i can hehehe. God i wanna get to 20kg so badly!!! only 3.9kg to go! YAY. Anyways who knows next week could be a gain with all the socalising ill be doin, the biggest thing will acutally probably be alcohol. I havnt really drank much since starting ww but now with my friend visiting im sure we will have a few to many drinks,but hey ive gotta enjoy it while she is here as i dont see my friends much anymore since i live like 11 hours away now!!!

New Photo

Ok so ive been doin ww for nearlly 3 months now, and at my last weigh in(last monday) i have lost 16.1kg :) it took me 12 weeks to lose this and i thought it was about time i put up some photos to show the difference. Well thats if there is any difference :P hahaha

Anyways first photo is from a few weeks before i started ww, my weight was 144.8kg or maybe more,and the second photo i took today, my weight is 128.7kg. :) Firstly i thought i couldnt see the difference but hmm now i can! Mostly after someone pointed it out for me :P thank u to that person :)

Midweek Blues!

this may sound weird and i dunno if anyone else finds this? but i find in the middle of my weigh in week i get kinda down and unmotivated! i mean it doesnt last long but its just that middle day that i really hate!

I find that mondays im all excitied cause i know im gonna weigh in, then once i weigh in im all excitied about my loss or if its a gain i become determined to fix it! Tuesdays im still really motivated and trying to make my week great, come Wednesdays im slowly losing a bit of motivation etc, and by Thursday i just have no motivation and i start to get down about it! BUT then Friday comes around and knowing weigh in day isnt far anyway i get a new boost of energy and put in hardest efforts, this continues till Monday for weigh in and i have found this circle just keeps happenin and happenin every single week! I mean im hating Thursdays!!! just simply because its the middle of my weigh in week!

Anyways as u noticed im feelin a bit down today, i mean i had a great day my mum came to visit and we went shoppin and out to lunch, but now she is gone and my bf has gone to bed and i start to get all down :( it sux!!

We went to the 30 seconds to mars concert last night :) concet was great but i got really sick :( i just started gettin really hot and my eyes were gettin all blurry, felt like i was gonna pass out, so i had to keep goin outside or to the toilets every 2 mins! Was actually throwing up in the toilets and was throwing up agian when i got home :( i dunno what was wrong with me but it sucked!!! i feel better today tho thank god :) but besides that the concert was great :) Jared Leto is hot hot hot :)

My friend is comin down on Monday so this week comin will be interesting, will be great to catch up with her tho :) :) :) :) :) I think my bfs dad is taking us out to lunch on Sunday or something, should be ok i guess, i just hate goin out for lunch on a sunday!! i mean weigh in is the next day! i dunno what to eat!! oh well ill work it out.

Anyways guys im feeling pretty tired, but i dont wanna go to bed, so think i might go watch a movie or something, probably fall asleep on the loune!! hehe

New Hair Style :) :) :)

Ok as my reward for reaching my 10% i decided to get a new cut and colour done :) i made my 10% 2 weeks ago and got my hair today :) i love it, its sooo good :) Before it was way to thick and messy looking, lately all i could do with it was wear it in a ponytail! well not anymore :) the girl did a really great job, she thinned it all out and now it feel sso much lighter and looks great out :) the pics show my hair this morning before the hairdressers and my new hair style :)

16.1kg GONE forever :)

Had my 12th weigh in today :) and lost another 1.2kg YAY, really happy with that. Ive made it past 15kg, 16.1kg down, and im never puttin that back on again!!!! and WOW only 3.9kg to go till 20kg how amazing, cant wait to get to 20kg, sometime by the end of May start of June i hope :)

I been really busy lately with uni work, had an assingment due today and i just handed it in :) feels to good to have it gone, it wasnt very good but it was done at least, better then nothing hehe. Now i got a break for about a week :)

Im gettin my hair done tomorrow, i made an appointment for 1pm :) dunno what im gettin down, but it will be good hehe. Then on wednesday night we are off to the 30 seconds mars concert, so tomorrow i think ill go buy a new outfit as well :) Oh and then on Thursday my mum is comin to visit for the day, so will be good to spend the day with her. THEN Monday my friend is comin down from Bathurst to stay for about 5 days, cant wait for that, since i been missin my friends heaps. That will make the weight loss hard but im sure i can handle it hehe. Straight after Diana goes back, i have an exam :( its for my financial advising course and with all the work ive been doin for my other course i havnt done hardly any for this course with the exam :( gotta get 70% to pass it, god i hope i pass, i will be studying hard the few days before it thats for sure. Then i have another 2 uni assignments due, and then another assignment for the other course :( its never ending !!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and then exams!!!!!!!!!!!! :( GOD DAMN IT!!!! Oh then i think i may have holidays, god i hope so! doin DE i dont seem to get holidays :(

I was talkin to my friend whos gettin married in August, she wants me to wear this horrible dress as her bridesmaid its really really bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways i told her to get it in size 18-20, at the moment im 24, so thats a good goal to work towards :) shame about the ugly dress tho :P Gotta try and head up to Grafton for her hens night in July sometime, ill see how that goes.

Anyways this week is gonna be busy and hopefully that wont make me turn to bad food as an easy option. See how i go i guess :)

Week so far

Ok so this week, ive had a great week foodwise, tracking, eating well etc. Exercise has been pretty average but i have still be walkin everyday at the beach which is really nice, even tho its gettin a bit cold now :( But i still think i should be able to get a loss of about a 1kg this week, well i hope so anyways. Besides the 2 small gains ive had, my smallest loss so far has been 1kg :) i know it will slow down eventaully but ill keep takin it while it happening :)

I been gettin a bit home sick lately, i really miss my friends :( since moving to melb i aint met any new friends so i miss the social aspect of it all. Back in Bathurst i was really social, had friends over all the time, went out all the time etc but now here i basically stay at home or do things with my bf. Just need to find new friends i guess, just seems a bit hard, since im doin 2 fulltime uni courses so i dont have time to work and im doin uni by correspondance so cant meet people that way either :( but im sure ill get around it!

Weigh in is tomorrow so lets hope something good comes outta that!! i got an assignment due tomorrow that i will have to spend the rest of today and tomorrow doin!! but oh well has to be done i guess.

Im gonna get my hair done on tuesday :) gonna get cut and colour, thats my 10% reward, cant wait :) altho i dunno what i want done! We are also off to the 30 seconds to mars concert on wednesday so thats gonna be great :) then i have a few days rest :) YAY

One of my friends is comin down for a visit next monday, she is gonna be staying till friday so i cant wait for that :) that should help my home sickness a bit :) i dunno what we gonna do but it will just be good to see a friend again and just hang out etc. Hope it doesnt affect by eating that week!! probably will a little bit, but thats ok, i dont get to see my friends much these days so i dont mind :)

Pancakes!!!!

Ok so for the last few nights we have had really healthy but yummm dinners. So tonight i feel like something a bit different, sweet and yummm :P so decided we gonna have pancakes for dinner hahaha weird i know. But i got 99% fat free pancakes mix, lite thick cream and strawberries :) YUMMMMMMM i worked out i can have 3 pancakes,with a decent serve of cream and strawberries for about 7 points :) i still got like 19 points left ooppssss so i dont need to worry about goin over points :) but ill stick to my 3 pancakes with cream and strawberries, should be more then enough. Oh biggest loser final is on tonight that should be great :) cant wait to watch that.

Last night i sat down and wrote out a list of monthly weight goals, i wrote the list from now all the way till i get to goal. Im not sure if i will make it as i put some of the monthly goals a lil high but im gonna try my hardest to get there, or close to there by that time. I worked out if i can make each of these monthly goals ill be at goal by end june next year. Which is great i said i wanted to be at goal by my birthday next year which is July 22nd so ill see how i go :) still got a long way to go but im hoping i can do it! HANG ON i know i can do it!! thats better :P hehehe Later i will post my montly list on here so that way im more accountable to it :)

Anyways off to do some more uni work before dinner(YUMMM PANCAKES) hahah and before biggest loser :)

I got flowers today :)

Good afternoon everyone :) im in a great mood today. I was in a good mood today after my great loss this week and making my 10% and being under 130kg :) YAY but then my wonderful bf bought me home a lovely big bunch of pink tulips :) see the photos aint they gorgeous :) So now im super happy hehe. Had a good day today been having good foods and went for a walk at the beach and went and did some shopping.

Last night i cooked a recipe outta the symply to good to be true cookbooks, made porcupine casserole :) YUMMMM its basically meatballs with rice inside them cooked in a tomato garlic sauce and its great :) my mum used to make the same kinda thing when i was younger and i loved it, so i was very happy to have found a low fat recipe for the same thing, really enjoyed it. I also made mars bar slice outta the cookbook to, it doesnt really taste like mars bars, but is still nice and is only 1 point per piece and very chocolatey :P I was gonna make another recipe outta the books tonight but cant decide so ill think about it tonight and tomorrow and then make something tomorrow night :)

Another great week :)

Ok so this morning i got up and weighed myself, wasnt expecting much after a 2.4kg loss last week. To my suprise i lost 1.5kg :) YAY the best part about this is it takes me to my GWEA, so i made that this month again and it also takes me past my 10% YAY. So close to 15kg, ive lost 14.9kg now :) YAY for me. As well as all this i also had a goal for the concert im goin to next week, and i made that, i wanted to be 129.9 by the concert and i am that this week, with another week to go so YAY for me again hahaha. Hoping for another great week, goodluck to everyone else :)

Boring Weekend

I thought id post what i was planning to do this weekend, then i realised im doin nothing haha but thought id post anyways :) Ive had a really good week so far this week, i havnt exercised alot but ive ate really well, havnt really had anything at all that i shouldnt have :) YAY for me.

Anyways weigh in is on Monday and i think its my last week to make GWEA, i might have one more week but im not sure, i worked out i have to lose 1.1kg to get to my 10%, 1.5kg to get to my GWEA and my goal for the 30 seconds to mars concert. Althought i still have another week before that because the concert isnt until May 2nd, so hopefully i will have certainly made it to 129.9kg before then :) Its gettin pretty cold here of a night, maybe im just a sook! I been staying up really late lately, my sleepin patterns are all screwed up! but oh well, its 1am at the moment and ive just finished cleaning up the house a little bit. Sean has gone to bed so im now im just sitting around doin nothing really, Jerry Springer is on tv haha. Im using my hair dryer to keep warm as i was a lil cold and i didnt wanna turn on the ducted heating then every room in the house would warm up!! i really should get a lil fan heater for late at night when im up by myself i think.

OOOOOH and i got back my first 2 assignments, i got distinctions in both of them :) HOW FANTASTIC!! they were really hard to so i was very pleased with myself. Anyways im gonna go and ummm i dunno watch tv or play wii maybe :) got a new game, its the ant bully game hehe i love games like that :) So for weigh in Monday im hoping to lose 1.5kg but considering its TTOM i doubt i will but id be happy with whatever i lose :) ill update and let ya know how it goes :)

YAY great weight loss this week

Im sooooo happy, after my gain last week from being away over easter, i was sooo rapt when i jumped on the scales this morning and see i had lost 2.4kg!!!! HOLLY SHIT, i was expecting and hoping for maybe 1kg. This is fantastic :) :) :) :) :) :) im gonna be doin happy dances all day!

This takes my total to 13.4kg now in 10 weeks :) very very happy with that. My next mini goal is to get under 130, which is now only 1.5kg away :) how exciting. Anyways im up for a great week this week again, my motivation has been totally boosted, so im off for a walk along the beach :) YAY

Back From Holidays

Ok so we are now back from our holiday to Perth. Had an awesome time, but drank and ate tooo much leading to a gain of 0.4kg! but i expected this so its ok, just gotta try hard to work it off this week. Had a horrible day yesterday, was back from holiday so was ment to be my first day back on track, but NOOOOO i just couldnt stop eating, i wasnt even hungry just kept eating and eating and eating :( felt sooooo horrible to. But that was yesterday and today is a new day, ive been really good today very happy with myself, now i just have to keep this up. Im still finding it hard to eat all my points, today i felt like id eaten heaps and only got 17.5points and im ment to have 26!! Oh well. Anyways holiday was great, ill attach some pics for u all :) We had a wonderful time, just relaxing, eatin, drinking, sightseeing etc was really nice :) Was worth the 0.4kg gain, as long as i dont let it happen to often thats ok :) hehehe