Midweek Blues!

this may sound weird and i dunno if anyone else finds this? but i find in the middle of my weigh in week i get kinda down and unmotivated! i mean it doesnt last long but its just that middle day that i really hate!

I find that mondays im all excitied cause i know im gonna weigh in, then once i weigh in im all excitied about my loss or if its a gain i become determined to fix it! Tuesdays im still really motivated and trying to make my week great, come Wednesdays im slowly losing a bit of motivation etc, and by Thursday i just have no motivation and i start to get down about it! BUT then Friday comes around and knowing weigh in day isnt far anyway i get a new boost of energy and put in hardest efforts, this continues till Monday for weigh in and i have found this circle just keeps happenin and happenin every single week! I mean im hating Thursdays!!! just simply because its the middle of my weigh in week!

Anyways as u noticed im feelin a bit down today, i mean i had a great day my mum came to visit and we went shoppin and out to lunch, but now she is gone and my bf has gone to bed and i start to get all down :( it sux!!

We went to the 30 seconds to mars concert last night :) concet was great but i got really sick :( i just started gettin really hot and my eyes were gettin all blurry, felt like i was gonna pass out, so i had to keep goin outside or to the toilets every 2 mins! Was actually throwing up in the toilets and was throwing up agian when i got home :( i dunno what was wrong with me but it sucked!!! i feel better today tho thank god :) but besides that the concert was great :) Jared Leto is hot hot hot :)

My friend is comin down on Monday so this week comin will be interesting, will be great to catch up with her tho :) :) :) :) :) I think my bfs dad is taking us out to lunch on Sunday or something, should be ok i guess, i just hate goin out for lunch on a sunday!! i mean weigh in is the next day! i dunno what to eat!! oh well ill work it out.

Anyways guys im feeling pretty tired, but i dont wanna go to bed, so think i might go watch a movie or something, probably fall asleep on the loune!! hehe