Holiday Pics

hey everyone(if anyone is still reading heheh)

Ok im back from holidays(again) and once again i stuffed up my diet ARRRRGGHHH the past 2 nearlly 3 weeks ive just been eating crap and more crap :( I think im back on track today, tracking everything, and im hoping i can stay on track i just need to get these stupid scales moving in the right direction(downwards)!!!!!!

Next Thursday i have an exam in the city and i have to spend lots of time studying for it!! then im off to Bathurst for the V8s YAY :) cant wait!!! Me and my mum are gonna go for the weekend, then a friend of mine is gonna come back to melb with me :) so lots of shopping hehe

Anyways my holiday was great(ill post sme pics) We heading up to Lakes entrance, then along the VIC/NSW coast up to edan, and merimbula and stayed a few nights in mollymook(its my fav places in the whole world) hehe we stayed in a lovely penthouse suite with the most gorgeous views over the beach, only like 10m from the beach to, right across the road :) was very nice. Then we heading to my mums in goulburn and back down to albury for a night before heading back to melb :) was really fun.

Im starting to think i need to stop goin away so much because i just cant stick to my diet when im away, but then i thought no thats the problem, the problem is i need to learn how eat healthy when life gets in the way hehe i cant use holidays or visitors as an excuse for eating junk!! So from now on im gonna see how i go with everything life throws in my way hehe. Bathurst race weekend should be alright, as ill take my food to the track, i wont be drinking much alcohol, maybe a few drinks over the whole weekend :) And when my friend comes back down we can still enjoy healthy meals together and while we are out shopping i can make better choices! So lets see how i go :)

ARRRGGGHH uni work sux :(

Ok well i feel like this week is never ending! ive spent the whole week doin assignments :( Both were due yesterday and i finished one just in time and handed it in yesterday, and had to spend today doin the other one. I have just handed it in(a day late) :( but oh well better then nothing at least its done.

But thats just the beginning of it! we are goin away next week for a week cause my bf has annual leave and then once i get back i have to get straight back into the work and study for an exam i have on the 4th oct, which happens to be RACE WEEKEND!!! so straight after my exam i have to go up to bathurst for the races and also need to get my car registered while im there cause i havnt changed it over to VIC yet!! then once i get back i have 2 assignments both due on the 16th Oct and then another on 24th and another on the 26th :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( GOD DAMN! thats what i get for doin 2 fulltime courses at once hehehe

But im very proud of myself becaues altho ive been majorily stressed about these assignments and been spending hours and hours doin them i have still stuck to my weight watching hehe YAY me!!! But i checked and the scales havnt moved much, but i know that i dont usually lose weight in times of major stress hehehe so be it, just a part of life huh!

Ok well im off the browse the net and relax and watch some tv, oh such small things that ive missed all week(just havnt had time) hehehehe

YAY it worked :) heres the pics

Gold Coast :)

We had the best time at the gold coast, just wish i would have stayed longer hehehe. We timed it perfectly as we just missed all the bad weather they had up there! got the day after the beaches reopened and the weather was perfect the whole time we where there :)

The apartment we stayed in was lovely, on the 14th floor amazing views from the balcony and just across the road from the beach and only a few blocks from surfers paradise shopping :) We did lots of shopping, also went to harbour town to the factory outlets!

Oh while we were there we also went to see a Psychic, was VERY interesting hehe everything she told me was GREAT!! so i just hope shes right hehehe

ARRRGGGG im trying to put my gold coast pics on here but the stupid slide thing is being GAY! i just spent like over an hour uploading like 50 photos and now it wont work :( :( :( ill try again later, u might get to see some soon hehehe

back from holidays

Ok so im back from my holidays(which lasted 2 weeks) The wedding i went to wasnt so great, the dress made me look fat, ugly and pregnant(which i am not) it was truely the ugliest dress ive ever seen!!!! But i was goin soooo well, the first week away i ate really well! Breakfast was fruit or ceral or toast, sandwiches for lunch and just normal chicken/steak and vege for dinner! which i thought was great since i was eating out every single meal!! But then the second week i just crazy!! It was like my body turned into a fat guzzling monster!!! AARRRGGG. But anyways the point is im home now and back on track today, i went to weigh myself so i knew my new starting point BUT my scales wnt work!! they are broken!!! DAMN IT, now im gonna have to get new ones this afternoon, so im not gonna be to sure whether my weight gain will be from my eating or from the new scales! probably both hahahahah I weighed myself a few days ago and seems i have put on at least 5kg in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!! i just hope it comes off easily now im back home