First 5kg Reward

I decided for myreward for reaching my first 5kg loss, i would go on ebay and just buy hmm whatever looked good hehe. So i bought myself some lovely new clothes, jeans, and sexy tops hehehe as well as some new sunglasses and some ww cookbooks :) Great reward i thought, made me feel really good :) Still waiting for my new clothes to arrive tho!! I decided the best way for me to stay motivated is to reward myself every 5kg. This way im just takin it 5kg at time, so it doesnt seem like such a big deal, I mean i have over 70kg to lose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG thats alot but im not gonna look at it like that, just 5kg at a time and ill see how i go :) Been really good this week so far, eatin all healthy stuff. My bf and i always go to dinner on wednesday and i think im doin really good, we still go to dinner on wednesday and im making all the right decisions on what to eat. Ok not really long till next weigh in, so ill be good as i can till then :)

3rd weigh in today!!

Ok this morning was my 3rd ww weigh in. I was feeling really fat and yukky this week so was pretty sure i was gonna have a small loss if any at all. But to my surprise this morning when i weighed in i lost 2kg :) 2 WHOLE kilos YAYAYAYAY!!!! That firstly brings me under 140, 138.8 to be exact, and it takes me to my first goal of 5kg :) ive now lost 6kg in 3 weeks and couldnt be happier about it!!!!

This is truely amazing, i dont even feel like im on a diet and im losing heaps of weight!!! Its weird tho today im sooooo happy and excited about the 2kg, but im having a down day! I just feel kinda down, for no reason at all. WEIRD i know but ill get over it hehe im a positive person and these down days never last very long.

3rd Weigh in tomorrow!!!

Im pretty happy with myself today, i ate all good stuff and since i love to cook i cooked choc chips cookies and choc mint slice and i didnt even have any!!! I cooked them for my bf and was so proud of myself because i didnt have any :)

Tomorrow is weigh in number 3! not feeling to confident about it, i just feel so fat this week, i guess that could be because its TTOM or something im not sure. I guess it will show on the scales tomorrow. If i could lose another kilo id be thrilled, this would take me to 5kg :) and also take me under 140 but if not well so be it theres always next week and the week after and the week after for however long it takes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I rewarded my distinction by buying lots of nice clothes :) soooooo excitied about that, but hmm then again i hate shopping and being fat, i mean theres lots of clothes for bigger people these days but i dunno i just wish i could go into a normal shop and buy something. Hopefully that will happen sometime :)

Anyways thats all for tonight, ill update after weigh in tomorrow, fingers crossed it goes well :)

Im soooo excitied :) i got a Distinction

Oh wow, i just got my results from uni from a subject i did over the holidays and i got a DI im soooo excitied. I aint been doin so great in uni lately and this just great, its just what i needed to boost myself up a lil bit :) I really gotta celebrate, and the funny thing usually celebrations involve excessive amounts of food, but not this time!! I mean usually to celebrate something u go out to dinner, or have friends over for drinks and food, EVERYTHING involves food!!! But to celebrate my great mark in this subject im gonna do something that doesnt involve food at all, im gonna go shopping tomorrow and buy myself a well deserved present, no idea what yet hehehe but im sure ill find something great, maybe some shoes or some clothes, i mean the list is endless :)

Its great to think i can reward myself without thinking about food :) This is a big thing for me, so im pretty excitied about that to :P Anyways must be goin to have a nice healthy dinner, once i decide what to have.

SOOOOOOOO EXCITIED AND HAPPY :) YAY YAY YAY FOR ME

A new day!

Ok well today is a new day, thank god!!!! man the past 2 days have been BAD BAD BAD BAD. Well ok not that bad but bad enough for me to feel bad about hehehe. On monday night i had PIZZA,not WW pizza or even healthy choice pizza, but just normal fatty PIZZA!!! What was i thinking? i dunno, i mean it tasted good, and i still stayed within my points, so i thought why not, but i must admitt it made me feel sick afterwards!!! and then last night i decided to cook my bf roast pork dinner, this wasnt so bad, but since it tastes so good i just feel like im being naughty!!! It was still within my points as well, so i never went over my points so really i shouldnt be worried. Its weird every other diet i have been on the food has been yuk, so thats why everything i eat on WW i feel like im cheating or something, even tho technically im not hahaha. Oh well see how it goes on weight in day MONDAY :)

Anyways i just enrolled in a course on financial advising, cause i really wanna get into stockbroking or finanical planning. It starts on 15th march and im really excited about doin it. Altho its gonna be alot of work doin that as well as finishing uni hahaha but oh well i love it :) Cant wait to finish uni tho, its been a long time coming, so just wanna get it done already haha

2nd weight in :)

Oh wow how exciting, had my second weigh in today and was suprised to have lost another 1kg :) YAY YAY YAY, 4kg now in 2 weeks! this is just great, i cant believe im losing weight but actually enjoying the food im eating and i dont feel restricted at all. I should have done this years and years ago hehe. I already feel so much better, maybe its just all in my mind but i just feel heaps better already! Cant wait to get to my first goal of 5kg :) maybe next week maybe not, might take a few weeks but im happy with that as long as its coming off hehe.

While im here i just wanna thank everyone on the WW forums and everyone who has taken the time to read my blog, u guys are just sooo amazing, i dont think i could have even gotten this far without ur support. Having this kind of support has made all the difference so thankx again. I so love reading other peoples blogs to, gives me so much more motivation to work harder and get to were i wanna be :) Just wanted to share a photo of me and my mum from a recent holiday to cairns, I took her away for her 50th birthday, she has been through alot so she really needed to get away! We had a great time, stayed in a huge resort, went snorkling, went on scenic flights, went in a hot air ballon etc. Was just great but i must say, it would have been even nicer if i would have felt more comfortable in my swimmers :P it was soooo hot and i felt weird wearing light clothes, so would have been nice to have been smaller!!!! OH and would have been great to NOT have to ask for extension belts on the plane!!!! But all in all i had a great time, and so did my mum. I think ill def have to do it again once i lose weight and see how different it would feel hehehe :) something to look forward to.

Weigh in tomorrow!! OH NO ALREADY!!!

OK well tomorrow is weigh in day, in a way in kinda happy and im kinda sad about it heheh. Im happy about it because its a nice feeling to know another week has passed and its kinda exciting waiting to see what happens. But then again im sad about it, because i feel i could have done alot better this week, i mean with valentines day etc i just let myself go a lil to much and am dreading this showing on the scales tomorrow! But then again i know where i went wrong so i can make sure it doesnt happen again :) Im happy with any kind of loss, so lets just hope and pray for one! but that being said even if i do put on i can always work twice as hard next week to make up for it. So bring on weigh in day i say!!!

Today was great, well besdies the fact it was still hot hot hot in melb! But me and my bf slept in, got up and spent most of the day shopping, went out to dinner, and did more shopping :) Stopped off at the beach on the way back to just for a look, i love the beach so glad i live so close now, the water is just so mezmirising(is that even spelt right?) oh well u get what i mean :P

As for exercise hmmmm well the only excerise i got today was walking around shopping, i think thats a good effort haha even tho i was enjoying myself so wasnt much effort at all :) I should use the treadmill tonight but hmmmmmm to hot haha i always have excuses, always tomorrow huh. Anyways will update and write about the dreaded weigh in tomorrow hehe

Virtual Models!!!!!

Well i wasnt gonna write until tonight so i could talk about my day and how much i ate and how much exercise i did hahaha im shocking on sundays, always wanting to eat eat eat eat hehehe. But anyways the point for this blog was i been looking at those Virtual models i got on this blog, and i dunno but even the biggest one which i am at the moment looks sooooooo much better then me :P i mean GOD i wish i could wear a swimsuit now and look like that, i mean its not great, but it still looks so much better then i do now in a swimsuit hahahaha

But anways i guess the point is, the skinny one looks a hell of alot better so i will just aim for that heheheh. Just wanted to share my thoughts on this :P

SO anyways now i have said that im gonna go and umm do something to keep my mind off food :) no idea what but hopefully something will come up.

The Beginning :)

Ok well this is my first blog so yeah dunno how this is gonna turn out but may as well try :) So i started Weight Watchers (WW) nearlly 2 weeks ago. In my first week i was pleasantly suprised that i lost 3kg :) yay for me hehehe and this week well hmmmm we will just have to wait and see hehe I weigh in on Monday so im sure we will find out soon enough, but i must admitt the week hasnt been perfect so not expecting much, well anything really :P

Im finding WW kinda easy but then again im not haha yeah i know that really makes sense huh. Well i thought it was easy, it seems easy but then its just so easy to slip up so i guess it aint really that easy after all.

I have been over weight all my life, for as long as i can remember anyways so i really need to do something about it this time. I have tried many things before, many of which worked, but obviously since im here they didnt keep the weight off. I did do sureslim for a few months and lost 3okg, i was rapted, but then my dad passed away and i guess i just turned to eatting for support. I put back on the 30kg plus about another 15kg :( CRAZY i know!!!! but now i feel im in the right frame of mind to do something about it, i could never do sureslim again, cause even tho it worked it was HARD and STRICT, so i guess what im doin is a combination between WW and sureslim, just something to make it a lil easier on myself hehehe. SLOW AND STEADY they say, well yes im prepared to take it slow and steady and get to were i wanna be. I cant believe how much i have to lose, it just kinda seems impossible, but i read so many amazing stories on the WW forum so i know i can do it to :)

Anyways dont wanna carry on to much and bore everyone to death so ill update soon :)

Oh i guess u seen my virtual images on the side, well i loved them so much i did swimsuit ones hehehe would NEVER see me in a swimsuit really but hey why not!!!! Im sure u can guess which one i like best haha, oh god cant wait to look like that :) HOT HOT HOT hahaha

Me 144.8kg & Me 71kg