WOW im feeling really motivated!!

Ok so its 1am and all night i have been goin thru ww recipes on the ww website and picking out ones id like to try and printing them off!!! I have been doin this for hours now!! I printed out over 50 recipes, which is great for me cause im really fussy and usually i dont like most of the recipes!!!

So im gonna put them all in a folder and then try a few each week :) Once we get our new dining set and bar i can have dinner parties to heheh hmm altho i got no friends here!! ooh that sounds bad when u say it like that!! I mean i dont know anyone here yet hehehe ill have a dinner party by myself, make up heaps of point friendly recipes and taste test them :) oooh that sounds like fun hehe Ok so its late and im probably rambling but i still think its good idea!!!!

Today i was good!! which is another big for me cause the last few weeks ive been slack as at the start of the week, but NO MORE!!!!! im gonna treat everyday like its the day before weigh in! NO MORE thinking well ive got a few days to make it up etc :) YAY

Heres to the next 20kg :)

Weigh in day!!!

Ok so had weigh in today and im glad to report i lost 1.5kg, taking me back to 20kg lost!! well 20.6kg!!!!! YAY i think im finally back on track and looking forward to this week already hehehe

Oh Harvery Norman called today and said my new dining set and new bar are in already!!! its only been 2 weeks(if that) and they told me it would take 6 to 8 weeks! HOW GOOD IS THAT!!! they are gonna delivery it on Wednesday so ive gotta clean out the dining room ready for it all :) im really excited!!!!

I dont really have much else to report, trying to decide what to cook for dinner, but dunno what i feel like!! hehe ill think of something im sure, I might go have a look in the pantry and freezer and see what the options are hehe :)

Gettin there :)

Ok so the past 2 months or so ive been a up and down with the whole ww thing! and lately at the start of the week i just seem to be slack, then by wednesday get back on track, hence having small losses :( I really have to stop doin this, i really would like to lose some more weight by 25th August when im bridesmaid at a wedding and we are goin away for a few days to the gold coast!

I still cant believe that a few weeks ago i was down to 123.7kg, which means if i stayed on track id be at about 120kg by now BUT nooooooooooo im at 125.7kg!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!! Anyways i have realised what im doin and im really determined to make it all better and get to under 120kg :)

Ive stayed within points this week(besdies monday) :( but it was down to one bad day, not 2 or 3, so thats a start hehehehe

Birthday :) YAY

ok Sunday was my birthday and i was thinking it was gonna be pretty average since im now living in melb and dont know anyone but my bf! But i had the bestest birthday EVER. My bf surprised me and at midnight saturday night took me for a drive, and we stayed at a hotel, he even packed a bag for me that he already had at the hotel and the hotel room was full of presents :) We spent 2 nights at the hotel, and on sunday we went out for a nice breakfast and spent the day shopping, then had a really nice dinner :) My bf also took monday off work so we could spend sometime together :) was FANTASTIC

Anyways over my birthday i went off track a bit. Ive been doin it alot lately :( so really gotta try and get back into it 100% i know i can do it so i really have to!!!!! But im on track today and i plan to stay on track until 25th august(wedding im bridesmaid at) I really wanna lose a bit more weight by the wedding :) Then we are heading up the gold coast to visit a friend of my mums, she lives on a boat so we will be staying on boat :) YAY how exciting heheh

Anyways i gotta get goin and do the dishes and uni work :( BOOOOOOOOOO

Footy & Casino :)

Ok so im still on track and desperately wanting to get back down to 123 like i was 3 weeks ago!!!!! Heres hoping for a good week :)

My lil brother came down on sunday night, and he took me to the storm vs knights game on monday night for my birthday :) First ever footy game and hmm Knights lost(hmm noooo got smashed)44 to 0 :( :( :( :( :( :( DAMN IT oh well it was lots of fun anways!!! Afterwards we heading back to crown had a nice dinner some cocktails and my brother did some gambling!! Well i did a lil to but im not big on gambling so i didnt do much! But i had so much fun :) Was really great :)

Its nearlly my birthday :) only 5 more days, sooo cant wait heheh im like a lil kid!!! Anyways just wanted to post a quick update im off to drink lots of water :)

I hate hayfever!!!!

oh man i feel like crap!!!! last night i couldnt sleep at all cause i had a terrible headache, and today i cant stop sneazing and my nose is running and still got the worst headache!!!! I went up to the chemist and got some hayfever medicine, and pain killers and hayfever tablets hhahaha so hopefully something works :)

But bedies that ive had a lazy day cause i felt like crap and spent alot of the day in bed!!! but im still on track and eatting great :) so thats the main thing hehehe

Im just about to have dessert! YUMMMMY im gonna have chopped up banana with fresh passionfruit :)

Im back!!!

ok so im back home, have been for about a week now, but had a friend here till yesterday so today has been the first real day with everything back to normal!!! i expected the past 2 weeks to be bad, as i was away and then had my friend visiting but OMG they were terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not only did i eat soo much food but i ate all bad crap stuff :( :( :( kinda really disappointed in myself, but oh well it happens huh. Today has been my first day back on track, and im feeling good, had a yummy healthy lunch and great dinner, and nothing but water! :) Also went for a walk along the beach. So even tho im disappointed in myself im back on track today so im really happy about that!!!! :)

I had a great time away was great to catch up with everyone etc, my exams where pretty average tho :( havnt got the results yet, gotta wait till 19th July for that. Hopefully they will be ok!!!! got another exam on the 24th July :( i HATE exams!!!!

Oh while my friend was visiting we went shopping and i bought soo much stuff hahaha the best was i bought a gorgeous formal cocktail kinda dress, i was so exciting as i can never usually get these types of dresses to fit me and i didnt even have to get the biggest size!!! i got a size 20, but i tried on the 22 and 24 and they both were to big :) YAY ill have to attach a photo of it once i take one. Its all nice a sparkly!! I also bought 3 new pair of shoes hehe all black, strappy heels :) once again i cant usually buy shoes like these!!!! 2 of them have sparkles on them and are really nice :) Not only that but i bought lots of new tops, some new fantastic face cream and exfoilator(they were expensive 160 for both) but really great!!! oh and 2 new perfumes and lots of new candles from dusk hahaha theni went and bought some new underwear and some strapless bras!!! never had them before either haha! I got some of those shapewear underwear that suck in all ur wobbly bits haha they are fantastic, and yet surprisinly comfortable! Makes my new cocktail dress look alot nicer to :)

I think thats about all thats happening here. Just gotta make sure i stay on track from now on!!! got a wedding in august were i am bridsemaid and would love to lose a bit more before that! :)

Bathurst Visit

My Little Nephew James

20KG!!!

ok so this post is a bit delayed haha but i made my 20kg loss last week :) YAY for me.... Had my exams, and spent about a week back home in Goulburn, stayed at mums and went and see my nephew :) ill post some photos later of him and some photos of my time in bathurst with my friends :)

Weigh in is ment to be tomorrow, but this week has been soo bad hahaha, ive just been goin out to dinner/lunch etc alot to catch up with friends and drinking alot with friends!!! but thats ok i planned for this week to be bad, gotta enjoy my time with my friends while i can since i dont get to see them to much now!!!

We went and saw transformers last night :) it was sooooo good, i loved it, i wanna go see it again hehehe

Anyways lots to write but its late and im tired, so ill have to write again later! im goin home wednesday but my friend is comin back with me for a visit so will still be busy busy busy busy!!!

Goin Away

Tomorrow im leaving for Goulburn for my exams, long drive!! But its ok gonna see my mum, brother and lil nephew while im there. Takes about 8 hours to get there. First exam is on Monday morning, and second one is on Thursday morning, after that im off to Bathurst :) I booked my apartment today! its very flash! pretty expensive, but i thought stuff it may as well enjoy myself and im gonna use that as my 20kg reward :) which im sooo hoping i make on Monday!!!

Anyways so i wont be home for nearlly 2 weeks! its gonna make the whole weight loss thing hard but im sure i can handle it, it shuld be fine while im at mums, but once im in bathurst with my friends etc, i know there will be lots of drinking etc, but ill do my best to stay on track!

So busy today packing, cleaning up, washing, and of course studying!!!!!!! more study tonight :( :( :( :( god i hate studying hahah, Just hope i hope enough to pass these exams, they are worth 70% of final mark and u have to pass the exam to pass the subject!

Ok off to study now and get something for dinner :) ill still have my laptop while im away, so i should still be able to post sometimes, otherwise u will hear all about it when i get back :)

Fantastic Pasta!!!!

OMG tonight i was stuck for dinner ideas but we settled for pasta, so i flicked thru the symply too good to be true cookbooks in search of something that looked yummmm. Came across Penne pasta with creamy bacon sauce. Decided to make this and OMG YUMMMMOOOO tasted better then at the ones we get from the resturant!!! If u got these cook books u sooo gotta try it. Everyone else i know whos tired it also loves it! Feels soo good to have nice creamy pasta because the ones u get out are at least 15 points! a big no no!!!! hahahahaha

Got some study done today but probably not as much as id like cause my bf was from work sick! but hes back to work tomorrow so im sure i can get more done then and maybe some tonight :)

Thankx for all the lovely comments guys :) its always such a nice feeling to get comments on my blog, so thankx!

YAY YAY YAY!!!

Ok so as u know weigh in was today, and i was expected maybe 1kg, after my 2.8kg loss last week but nope jumped on the scales and 2.4kg GONE :) i even jumped on the other scales to make sure it was right and yep both scales exactly the same amount!!! Im sooo happy, Now i really know im back on track!!!!!

This brings my total loss to 19.8kg!!! only 200g till 20kg loss :) :) :) soo happy about that to, sooo close i can feel it!!! 20kg loss is my first BIG goal so its such a great feeling to be nearlly there!! Should make it this week but u never know! anything can happen. Ive got alot of study to do so hoping that doesnt interfer with my eating, then on Sat im off up to Goulburn to see family and for my exams! my first exam is monday morning, and ill be at mums so ill have to take my scales and weigh myself up there :P then next exam is thursday! after that im off to Bathurst to see my friends for a few days :) this could be bad bad bad for my weight loss, i know there will be lots of drinking!!!! Then my bestest friend is comin back down to melb with me to visit for a week or so, so that will be hard on the weight loss to hahaha. Ill then drive her all the way back to bathurst before the 15th and come back just in time for my brother to visit so we can go to the NRL game in Melb, storm vs knights, hes team vs my team hahah. Then once he goes its my birthday :) ooooh and then 2 days after my birthday i have another exam, so i gotta fit in study somewhere as well!!!!!! OOOH GOD thats like a month from now and i have everyday planned basically hahahaha sooo busy!!!!! See how i go anyways heheh

Anyways im sooo happy today :) back to the study tho!! nothing can ruin my mood today hehe :) :) HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!

My poor bf is home sick tho :( poor bubby, so looking after him to. Hope he gets better soon, hate seeing him sick

AARRRRGGG study sux!!

Ive been nothing but study study study study and im sick of it already and i still got nearlly 2 weeks of it! have a break for a few days then another 2 weeks of it AAARRRRGGG im goin crazy hahaha

Anyways the good news is this week has been great foodwise :) ive been eatin all good food and staying within my points, ive only been drinking water and 1 glass of OJ a day, no diet coke, coke zero, pepsi max etc :) YAY

Tonight i made this kinda quiche with a base of breadcrumbs it was yummmy, only 4.5 points a slice and i had it with some healthy choice oven chips and gravy so only 7.5 points all up :) my bf loved it to, which is good cause he will eat the rest and i wont have to be tempted by it heheheh!

Weigh in is only 1 day away really, i cant wait till monday cause i really wanna see how this week went, i went great last week but i really need 2 good weeks to know if im really back on track! so heres hoping for something good. My goal for the end of the month is 124.9kg, if i can make it to 124.8 that will be 20KG GONE!!! ooooh wow i hope i can do that by the end of the month, i should have done it last month but with all my stuffing around all i can hope for is this month :) See how i go hehehe can only try huh

oooh i got some jarrah hot choc yesterday and had some last night and yummmmm, i only made it on water didnt even need milk and it was great!! really thought id need milk but nope :) im gonna have another one tonight later, its soo good especially when its this cold :) hehe

soooo cold!!!

My god its cold here today, its actually really icy :( its so tho im in front of the lil fan heater and got our central heating on :) hehehe It just makes me sooo unmotivated when its cold like this hehehe.

I got my assignments all done :) YAY now got about a week to study for exams!! Oh god i hate exams :( But the good thing is im goin back to goulburn for exams so ill get to see my mum, my brother and my lil nephew James :) and then after exams im gonna go over to bathurst to see my friends :) YAY gonna stay there a few days and catch up with everyone. Miss them all sooooo much so its gonna be sooooo good, im really excitied, just gotta get the stupid exams outta the way first!!! then once thats done i got 2 more exams in july :( only 2 days after my birthday BOOOOOOO! they are gonna be HARD, by then uni will be back so more assignments!!!! just great!!! oh well has to be done hehehe.

I been eating sooo well this week, very proud of myself :) weigh in is monday so i gotta keep it up till then. I always find weekends the hardest and while im studying its so hard to not munch on everything in site! BUT i will do it!!! i will, i will, i will :) heheh

I just started some digital scrapbooking with the help of some of the girls on CK website :) its soo much fun and makes photos look fantastic! i can waste hours and hours doin that :P hehehe not that its wasted but time just flies away while ur doin it :P